Møon's Chronicle

Good Mornight ^_^

I just want to make a special space for a special dedication to a special friend: Charlie.

You are somewhere, I could know the place, I might not... But wherever you are, I hope you can celebrate your day. Whatever that had happened before or will happen in the coming time, I just want to wish you a very happy birthday today. I want you to smile, to be happy because your existence is worth it, your presence is important for us who love you with all of our hearts. And when the right time for you to come back arrives, I'm always here waiting to squeeze you in a big hug and start living a life again, you know we are and will be here or there for you.

Life is something, right? =P

Hello =)

Since I was in high school, some people tended to call me like the title of this post... I didn't want to believe until now that more and different people is still calling me like that. I realize it is true and I'm not proud of it. It is not intentional, I'm just like that but although I'm not proud of it, it makes me be a "bad girl" and enjoy it... sadist? hehhehe not a good word, not a good attitude... it is wrong! Lunita, stop being like that.

I really try hard, I truly feel bad... but some "people" deserve it. Anyway, I barely listen to the radio and in one of those strange moments I am listening to it, I heard this song by Taio Cruz (I didn't know the singer nor the title, I had to look for it since I don't listen to this genre) and I was paying attention to what it was saying... I laughed because it reminded me to myself XD I don't say those exactly words but the way I am with them, it could be the theme song hehehhe.




No good, no good...

Good Morning! :O

My first post that's being written in the morning. Cloudy day, hoping it could stay like this since I feel better in cloudy days if I'm awake.

It's been so long, I tend to repeat bad habits like this one right here: abandoning my blog for a couple of months and then my sweet returning hehehe. I had vacations, I should be feeling relaxed... and I do but in some way, I found a roller caster on the way and I can feel the weird vibration riding all over my mind. In a gently way we will slow down that tricky and wild machine.

Speaking of habits, I also tend to stay the same in certain things. As you can see, my blog design hasn't changed since I opened this one and every time my sweet return happens, my desire to change it appears starting to look for new ones. I don't know why I don't like to design my own blog template, I've never tried either... maybe someday but in the meanwhile, I keep looking, and looking, and more looking having no good results for my picky self. Then I observe my blog, the same template, I smile and it still looks cute and pretty to my eyes with the decision of keeping it.

Simple, with two colors that have meaning in my life and some hearts ('cause love is always present) just like me hehehehe.

Get use to it, I could find another one later on but it must be worth it to replace, with the look of beating the current one.

Thanks to http://www.suckmylolly.com/ for this cute and pretty template. =)


Gummy greetings!!!



Never forget to smile or to take your sweet of the day! :D kekekeke.

I'm tired, should be sleeping but instead I'm here wasting my time... perhaps I'm not but I feel like I am since it has to do with you, long time not mentioning you and long time not talking to you, I haven't seen you, it is like you are not that important to me anymore. But what brought me here is the incredible swiftness of my strong feeling vanishing that I was wandering how and why... but I'm just being silly because to be honest, I really know how, I really know why.

A couple of months ago I was dying to confess everything that was happening within my heart, how my life was going upside down making me lose my mind, being so out of myself and even getting me out of my precious own world or "Outside World" as I like to call it, where I feel pretty good doing the stuff I really love, so comfortable and where my real self is shown. You were pulling me out, because of you I've done the most stupid things that I never thought I would do them, you had or maybe you still have that enormous power I used to refer to change the way I am in an amazing way, you made me shed tears, you were bringing out the best of my feelings, my creativity was unlimited when giving you presents, cards and letters, never having a balance getting bursting of excitements for a moment or dying of sadness by other times, I swallowed my pride many times, I suffered because of you, my only exception... now it is the opposite, I don't want to tell you anything about my sweet roller coaster of love you were riding in my life, I was so desperate to be able to say it, I wanted to let you know so hard and I don't know why, I was thinking you should know just in case if something could happen. Always waiting for you to have time for me and have this long talk because my heart needed to, I shouldn't blame your situation but sometimes these kind of strong feelings really get in a deeply way that I came to hate you because you don't even have a minute to give me.

Then I suddenly figured out that I got tired of waiting, my heart felt so hurt that "automatically" it began to take action protecting itself from more pain teaching me in the fastest means how to end this mistake. I don't regret this experience but the wound is not healed yet and I have to stop the bleeding (it sounds so emo XD but you know what I mean). Meditating this whole bunch of happenings, I ended up with the conclusion that it is better like this, terminating the weird dream, having more control of myself, coming back to normal.

I know it's kind of low, unnecessary and childish but, the opposite part of saying something is that now, I would like to tell you that this is the first time I stupidly fall for someone and the first time that someone breaks my heart like this. I used to love you, now I just care about you in the slightest way I can. I just want you to be ok and to feel well and good and everything.

I write this now and I hope to keep it like this because sometimes, with you being so unpredictable and with me being so weak at your side, something different could happen but... I will trust me not failing right, Ciz?? :D

See you later, creatures! (as my colorful friend says) =P

Love is one of those "tools" that helps us as human beings. I bet that we err the most while loving because in the time when someone is in love, it is when trying the best at anything... an splendid world opens filled out of countless smiles, heart beating at its maximum and happiness is eternal. Perhaps that popular saying it's true: "love is blind" since in our beautiful blindness we cannot notice our mistakes until we are able to come back to that bitter reality, finding out that you screw it up. And that is one of the worst feelings ever. You, trying to build a perfect universe for the beloved one; but one mistake, then erring again wanting to arrange the first mistake... mistake after mistake. That makes people a very good human being as we are not perfect creatures, we are living to learn life lessons and there is nothing better than to do it with the L subject.

This could be some of the reasons why certain people don't take the risk to love, then they are not giving their selves the chance to live, scared to be human... everything starts from love. We do not know how to act, how to react, the right words to say... no one teaches how to love in a proper way, it is the life itself and when loving, it gets tougher. Life is Love is Life, every single detail about erring is available in your loving lesson, life will show you if you really want to experience how to live, most of the feelings are found in love matters, any kind of love because any kind of love could hurt.

Dare the love, live to love, let your heart feel the intense of living, let the hurting be, the healing of being acquired, to experience that smile of relief, to go crazy crying and laughing at the same time, or even better, the big demanding of to feel silly, to feel stupid, to feel totally out of yourself.

Believe me, it is an enormous goal trying to deal with it, but give it a chance, you will laugh of yourself after that big drop hehehe.

It is funny how all of this is so common and there still are people that can't give a real opinion about themselves being loved or receiving love. Need an advice? ask for it to the right person: take a look at the heart, is it shiny?, it is... then keep looking.

Love is simple and simpleness has its own complications. Would you like to understand the meaning? then take the greatest challenge of being a human being: Dare to Love.

"Inmensa Luna, cielo al revés... ♪♫" Bonne Journée! ^_^