Møon's Chronicle

Good Mornight~

As I've said before, Love is everything in every way. And as you can see, most of my "chronicles" are about Love. People that state that Love is nothing and that it is not a necessity, it is just a resentful saying used as a shield to their broken heart and I don't blame them, it is a so awful feeling, it releases hatred, apathy, it weakens and creates dark barriers to not be able to see something else... What "something else"? is there any" something else" after being morally destroyed? Yes there is.

How to call it? I don't know, maybe you should call it by the way you're named since it is inside you, it doesn't matter how you want to call it. Love is the weakest and the worst, however, it is the strongest and the best as well. Real Love makes you be a diamond: it gives you the strength to keep your heart and your feelings indestructible and to beautifully shine as clear and transparent, as the pure love you bear for that one. It doesn't matter how hard and how many times or how deep are the occasions to destroy it, it will never be. That precious Love is stronger and brighter than anything.

Do you think it is bad to be that way? For many, perhaps it could. Wrong, nonsense, loss of the mind. My "cosmovision"is different: I am fighting for what's really important for me, I am giving a meaning to what everyone takes off when they give up just like that, I am the opportunity, not a restraint. Just as our incredibly desirable dreams, we can't stop without giving out our everything to fulfill them, to still stand up no matter how many times we fall. We might lose, it could have seen as a waste... But not at all, you know that little but special and significant sparkle is there, you wouldn't be striving for nothing.


I'm so open heart... But someone taught me that's the way to live a life in a human being world: to feel every single sentiment as how they are, to think and to see beyond. And this same one, has been my angel, my diamond in my life ^o^ hehehe. For all kinds of love, this is the battle, our personal battle, in every way, in any circumstances: everything begins because we love.


"I am so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word of what I am saying." - Oscar Wilde.

;D

Good Mornight =)

Long time not listen to this song. Some days ago, my iPod randomly played it. To be honest, I've never payed attention to the lyrics until now, I only liked the song because of the rhythm, it is smooth and relaxing. But that day, because the only part I always knew about the lyrics was the beginning of the chorus, I stopped and listened to it carefully and couldn't help it: the right words, the right feelings, the perfect song to you from me.

From the deepest of my heart, with all my myself, every word of this song is sincerely for you:

Good Mornight.

And I thought I was done with love, I thought I knew everything about it... That is a silly statement, no one will never ever know what really love is. I've been asked this question many times: "what is the worst feeling for you?" and I've always answered those bad feelings like envy, jealous, etc. but analyzing a human heart's deeply, the right answer would be Love.

Love has everything to feel not only better but worse as well, no one will never know what direction will take, what purpose does it have, the reason, the matter, it doesn't explain, it doesn't warn, it doesn't help. Love looks so great for some, looks so disgraceful for others: one part is vanishing in sweetness and happiness, the other part is vanishing in bitterness and pain.

What do you expect being in love? not everyone has the right definition for it and of course love is not made in words, that is why the meaning is given by expressing, by giving, by showing, by loving (pun intended). For some people, love means everything, for some others, love is just "something". How hard can it be to express a so beautiful feeling? Why isn't that easy for some people?

~Could you stop for a minute and put your impulses to get emotional aside and try to understand me? I already told you how sensitive and sentimental I am, how my heart is as if it was made of hard but thin candy that can be broken easily, so fragile... Could you please understand why I tend to fall so down and feel hurt? Because my reason to be is you, everything you could do or say, whether is good or bad, it causes a huge effect in my life because you mean the world to me. Of course Love is not the worst feeling, but when the heart is aching, it seems like it is, I think everyone has the right to at least once in a time, to think that Love is the worst to feel.

I'm not asking you to be perfect, there is no such a thing, I just need you to notice how delicate is my heart, how dainty my soul is, how my feelings are always exploding in luscious love for you.



I'm not pretending to make you feel bad, Love is such an amazing affection that it lets me, the cold heart labeled one, to act in a so different way just because I really do love you.~

What one part understands, it is a misunderstand for the other part and vice versa...But sometimes it is hard to understand, I indeed know that, let us just try, let us just put back together those pieces. My heart could look like this very often, but everytime I remember my beloved one voice's saying "I love you", everytime I hear the kisses, everytime my beloved says "I need you, I miss you", it's like getting a brand new candy heart.

The reason why my love is misunderstood, the reason why I misunderstand so often, the reason why to understand, all is because of Love.

Good Hello there! X)

Good MorNight!

The decision was hard to make. I must confess that I will really miss the previous "theme" but I needed a change. I loved it so much because it was purple and green with hearts, and that was representing me and my Lunito in a way, but I really must learn that those kind of stuffs don't really affect the true facts. I don't know how could I describe this kind of feeling: weird it is not even close... I will just call it "strange" feeling, the one that was not letting me get rid of the old design.

What's worse is that this feeling tends to appear very often not only in blog designs but with many other situations or happenings during living my life hehehe. Sometimes I'm proud of it, sometimes I wish I just could get it off but it is really hard to fulfill my desire since I'm such a stubborn person.

I know it looks so simple but I like it and again, I needed something like this. And as I said before, I disavow the reason I don't like to design my own blog background, the closest one to what I wanted is this one and guess what?? it is purple!!! X) kekekeke.

More information to add to this "OMG-decision" is that what brought me to this point of changes, is because a 99% of a previous and enormous feeling I was having before is gone, thus I will start writing on my sweet bloggie in a different direction (that doesn't mean the subjects but the person) a different feeling, a better but worse.


Ok then, see you around... whoever reads me.

Dúlamán!!! X)