A sweet company by my side: a mug filled with chocolate milk X) hehehe.
Dear Love, you did it again... you played me so dirty and low. If my love side was that much tangled, now it got worse thanks to your cynic game. Yes, it is true I wanted to get rid of those strong feelings and that enormous effect you were having on me but what was that??
It was hard, it took me time, I even was lying to myself, I got me into several proves to be sure I was loosing the feeling for real... and boom! something happened so randomly and unexpected that made me figure out this was the answer to my "how-to-get-you-out-of-my-life" puzzle. In a blink of an eye everything turned into a so different world, different feelings, different way to smile. But this "answer" was not the right one to chose after all, it wasn't me though or maybe I was but not consciously... anyway, this could never be.
I'm always saying there's nothing impossible, you can get anything you want and fight for it, however, I might contradict myself this time... Although I know it could happen, I don't think I will get into "the answer" the way I wish and would like to happen but still have some hopes to at least, sooner or later, be able to get a very good friendship. It was part of my life since long time ago but it was until now I got you back in this form because I got a huge distraction bringing me blindness.
~Let's call you "My Surprise" as you've always been that since the time I knew about you, constantly appearing in my beautiful imagination living the most cool and exciting scenarios having fun with me. You don't see me, we don't live in the same space this Earth planet shares to us but we've been close in certain occasions, you make me smile in and outside of the reality, you are like me. I'm having some troubles to find out why isn't the fact of the situation hurting me, I'm handling very well, sometimes jealous can appear but even so, I'm ok.
Oh Lunita, you so crazy... will your heart always be this divided? you're pretty sure the main half will never change but the other one is now changing direction... what's wrong? Perhaps that "you" was wrong. Let's see what the future holds but in the meanwhile, My Surprise makes my heart to be glad.
Unbelievable but it is happening... I'm going nuts, discretely, all happening in my Universe but keeping my feet on the ground.
