Møon's Chronicle

Good MorNight!

The decision was hard to make. I must confess that I will really miss the previous "theme" but I needed a change. I loved it so much because it was purple and green with hearts, and that was representing me and my Lunito in a way, but I really must learn that those kind of stuffs don't really affect the true facts. I don't know how could I describe this kind of feeling: weird it is not even close... I will just call it "strange" feeling, the one that was not letting me get rid of the old design.

What's worse is that this feeling tends to appear very often not only in blog designs but with many other situations or happenings during living my life hehehe. Sometimes I'm proud of it, sometimes I wish I just could get it off but it is really hard to fulfill my desire since I'm such a stubborn person.

I know it looks so simple but I like it and again, I needed something like this. And as I said before, I disavow the reason I don't like to design my own blog background, the closest one to what I wanted is this one and guess what?? it is purple!!! X) kekekeke.

More information to add to this "OMG-decision" is that what brought me to this point of changes, is because a 99% of a previous and enormous feeling I was having before is gone, thus I will start writing on my sweet bloggie in a different direction (that doesn't mean the subjects but the person) a different feeling, a better but worse.


Ok then, see you around... whoever reads me.

Dúlamán!!! X)

Good Mornight =)

A sweet company by my side: a mug filled with chocolate milk X) hehehe.

Dear Love, you did it again... you played me so dirty and low. If my love side was that much tangled, now it got worse thanks to your cynic game. Yes, it is true I wanted to get rid of those strong feelings and that enormous effect you were having on me but what was that??

It was hard, it took me time, I even was lying to myself, I got me into several proves to be sure I was loosing the feeling for real... and boom! something happened so randomly and unexpected that made me figure out this was the answer to my "how-to-get-you-out-of-my-life" puzzle. In a blink of an eye everything turned into a so different world, different feelings, different way to smile. But this "answer" was not the right one to chose after all, it wasn't me though or maybe I was but not consciously... anyway, this could never be.

I'm always saying there's nothing impossible, you can get anything you want and fight for it, however, I might contradict myself this time... Although I know it could happen, I don't think I will get into "the answer" the way I wish and would like to happen but still have some hopes to at least, sooner or later, be able to get a very good friendship. It was part of my life since long time ago but it was until now I got you back in this form because I got a huge distraction bringing me blindness.

~Let's call you "My Surprise" as you've always been that since the time I knew about you, constantly appearing in my beautiful imagination living the most cool and exciting scenarios having fun with me. You don't see me, we don't live in the same space this Earth planet shares to us but we've been close in certain occasions, you make me smile in and outside of the reality, you are like me. I'm having some troubles to find out why isn't the fact of the situation hurting me, I'm handling very well, sometimes jealous can appear but even so, I'm ok.

Oh Lunita, you so crazy... will your heart always be this divided? you're pretty sure the main half will never change but the other one is now changing direction... what's wrong? Perhaps that "you" was wrong. Let's see what the future holds but in the meanwhile, My Surprise makes my heart to be glad.


Unbelievable but it is happening... I'm going nuts, discretely, all happening in my Universe but keeping my feet on the ground.

This is the day when my sweet little sis aka mi Amorcita was born. :D

It is amazing how certain people come into your life in a so special way, they become so important... like a sweetener for your days. All started because of my beautiful Corrs X) that's the first thing to mention about having in common with each other and that's the reason we became friends, sisters.

Every day is a bless, every day has its own importance, but today goes way more than anyone could imagine. It is more than special and it has a big meaning: it is your birthday!!!! :D you could say I exaggerate and that I'm just over acting but not for me at all, I'm really thankful for your existence, because I was able to meet you and have a sweet friendship with you. A unique person capable to get me the biggest smile, the loudest laugh, to turn my dark days into the brightest with your sweet and singular way of being, a great any-time-listener with a priceless patience. Thank you!!!! that is why this day highlights big time, it marks the joyful that brings to my life :D thank you for being in this world.

Good Mornight ^_^

I just want to make a special space for a special dedication to a special friend: Charlie.

You are somewhere, I could know the place, I might not... But wherever you are, I hope you can celebrate your day. Whatever that had happened before or will happen in the coming time, I just want to wish you a very happy birthday today. I want you to smile, to be happy because your existence is worth it, your presence is important for us who love you with all of our hearts. And when the right time for you to come back arrives, I'm always here waiting to squeeze you in a big hug and start living a life again, you know we are and will be here or there for you.

Life is something, right? =P

Hello =)

Since I was in high school, some people tended to call me like the title of this post... I didn't want to believe until now that more and different people is still calling me like that. I realize it is true and I'm not proud of it. It is not intentional, I'm just like that but although I'm not proud of it, it makes me be a "bad girl" and enjoy it... sadist? hehhehe not a good word, not a good attitude... it is wrong! Lunita, stop being like that.

I really try hard, I truly feel bad... but some "people" deserve it. Anyway, I barely listen to the radio and in one of those strange moments I am listening to it, I heard this song by Taio Cruz (I didn't know the singer nor the title, I had to look for it since I don't listen to this genre) and I was paying attention to what it was saying... I laughed because it reminded me to myself XD I don't say those exactly words but the way I am with them, it could be the theme song hehehhe.




No good, no good...

Good Morning! :O

My first post that's being written in the morning. Cloudy day, hoping it could stay like this since I feel better in cloudy days if I'm awake.

It's been so long, I tend to repeat bad habits like this one right here: abandoning my blog for a couple of months and then my sweet returning hehehe. I had vacations, I should be feeling relaxed... and I do but in some way, I found a roller caster on the way and I can feel the weird vibration riding all over my mind. In a gently way we will slow down that tricky and wild machine.

Speaking of habits, I also tend to stay the same in certain things. As you can see, my blog design hasn't changed since I opened this one and every time my sweet return happens, my desire to change it appears starting to look for new ones. I don't know why I don't like to design my own blog template, I've never tried either... maybe someday but in the meanwhile, I keep looking, and looking, and more looking having no good results for my picky self. Then I observe my blog, the same template, I smile and it still looks cute and pretty to my eyes with the decision of keeping it.

Simple, with two colors that have meaning in my life and some hearts ('cause love is always present) just like me hehehehe.

Get use to it, I could find another one later on but it must be worth it to replace, with the look of beating the current one.

Thanks to http://www.suckmylolly.com/ for this cute and pretty template. =)


Gummy greetings!!!



Never forget to smile or to take your sweet of the day! :D kekekeke.

I'm tired, should be sleeping but instead I'm here wasting my time... perhaps I'm not but I feel like I am since it has to do with you, long time not mentioning you and long time not talking to you, I haven't seen you, it is like you are not that important to me anymore. But what brought me here is the incredible swiftness of my strong feeling vanishing that I was wandering how and why... but I'm just being silly because to be honest, I really know how, I really know why.

A couple of months ago I was dying to confess everything that was happening within my heart, how my life was going upside down making me lose my mind, being so out of myself and even getting me out of my precious own world or "Outside World" as I like to call it, where I feel pretty good doing the stuff I really love, so comfortable and where my real self is shown. You were pulling me out, because of you I've done the most stupid things that I never thought I would do them, you had or maybe you still have that enormous power I used to refer to change the way I am in an amazing way, you made me shed tears, you were bringing out the best of my feelings, my creativity was unlimited when giving you presents, cards and letters, never having a balance getting bursting of excitements for a moment or dying of sadness by other times, I swallowed my pride many times, I suffered because of you, my only exception... now it is the opposite, I don't want to tell you anything about my sweet roller coaster of love you were riding in my life, I was so desperate to be able to say it, I wanted to let you know so hard and I don't know why, I was thinking you should know just in case if something could happen. Always waiting for you to have time for me and have this long talk because my heart needed to, I shouldn't blame your situation but sometimes these kind of strong feelings really get in a deeply way that I came to hate you because you don't even have a minute to give me.

Then I suddenly figured out that I got tired of waiting, my heart felt so hurt that "automatically" it began to take action protecting itself from more pain teaching me in the fastest means how to end this mistake. I don't regret this experience but the wound is not healed yet and I have to stop the bleeding (it sounds so emo XD but you know what I mean). Meditating this whole bunch of happenings, I ended up with the conclusion that it is better like this, terminating the weird dream, having more control of myself, coming back to normal.

I know it's kind of low, unnecessary and childish but, the opposite part of saying something is that now, I would like to tell you that this is the first time I stupidly fall for someone and the first time that someone breaks my heart like this. I used to love you, now I just care about you in the slightest way I can. I just want you to be ok and to feel well and good and everything.

I write this now and I hope to keep it like this because sometimes, with you being so unpredictable and with me being so weak at your side, something different could happen but... I will trust me not failing right, Ciz?? :D

See you later, creatures! (as my colorful friend says) =P

Love is one of those "tools" that helps us as human beings. I bet that we err the most while loving because in the time when someone is in love, it is when trying the best at anything... an splendid world opens filled out of countless smiles, heart beating at its maximum and happiness is eternal. Perhaps that popular saying it's true: "love is blind" since in our beautiful blindness we cannot notice our mistakes until we are able to come back to that bitter reality, finding out that you screw it up. And that is one of the worst feelings ever. You, trying to build a perfect universe for the beloved one; but one mistake, then erring again wanting to arrange the first mistake... mistake after mistake. That makes people a very good human being as we are not perfect creatures, we are living to learn life lessons and there is nothing better than to do it with the L subject.

This could be some of the reasons why certain people don't take the risk to love, then they are not giving their selves the chance to live, scared to be human... everything starts from love. We do not know how to act, how to react, the right words to say... no one teaches how to love in a proper way, it is the life itself and when loving, it gets tougher. Life is Love is Life, every single detail about erring is available in your loving lesson, life will show you if you really want to experience how to live, most of the feelings are found in love matters, any kind of love because any kind of love could hurt.

Dare the love, live to love, let your heart feel the intense of living, let the hurting be, the healing of being acquired, to experience that smile of relief, to go crazy crying and laughing at the same time, or even better, the big demanding of to feel silly, to feel stupid, to feel totally out of yourself.

Believe me, it is an enormous goal trying to deal with it, but give it a chance, you will laugh of yourself after that big drop hehehe.

It is funny how all of this is so common and there still are people that can't give a real opinion about themselves being loved or receiving love. Need an advice? ask for it to the right person: take a look at the heart, is it shiny?, it is... then keep looking.

Love is simple and simpleness has its own complications. Would you like to understand the meaning? then take the greatest challenge of being a human being: Dare to Love.

"Inmensa Luna, cielo al revés... ♪♫" Bonne Journée! ^_^

Long time not see, dear blog.

Since some months ago, I knew that it would happen but, until it actually happened, I just can't believe it. Apparently it is not a big deal yet... but time flies and melancholy will appear in my heart every time I'll turn my sight to that place. What place? what the hell is she talking about?? oooh yeah, it is a music store! those where you get compact discs and some other stuffs related to music, I could even find some good books and it was located close to where I work.

It is funny how I used to dislike that place because they were only playing out loud music I really hate but once, because I was waiting for my sister and needed to distract myself for about an hour or two, I read the sign and that's why I found out they were selling books so I decided to enter without knowing that this would be the beginning of a bitter sweet story. The guys that were working there greeted me so friendly and later on, they became my friends and because of them, I met more people.

Time passed and one of the managers became one of my VIP friends, very VIP hehe... so special, so much in common. We started to spend time together and a couple of months later our friendship officially settled up ^_^ and sweet memories started recording as well. I wont never forget those evenings when I used to wait for you at the store to close your night shift and then drop me off home, or when seeing you before going to work, the music you played out loud because of me, when getting your coffee, when you got me popsicles, when every single good moment happened because of that store... because we met there.

Now it is the time to say farewell, it hurts... it really does because I'm like those kind of corny persons that easily begins to grow fond for people or places so T_T yes... I will try to relax myself not thinking about that because it is a really sad experience looking at the store, all empty and quiet.

But well, the best it's that I met you, we are close and we can still spend time together, we will always remember that place with so much love just because of that.

"Why do all good things come to an end..." Goodbye RL #6.

Still awake =)

I was writing about a certain excitement trying to explain it on letting the feeling flow to transmit the meaning. But what made me talk about the subject at first, was that enthusiasm of that heart of mine.

Commotion, passion, yes... that excitement, appearing in every time my eyes are able to see you. And there's something worse in this situation, it is not only when you are physically next to me but even when I'm thinking about you, when remembering sweet moments, when remembering that my heart loves you and my feelings are concentrating only in you. And complaints department's doors are open to demand to myself: "what's wrong with you?, how couldn't you avoid this?" haha, silly questions. As I've already said before, Love is not fair, Love does not warn you, Love is a sweet cheater... makes me sigh.

Unique person, able to calm down my restless feeling, the only one capable to make me feel really better when those no-good-moments are present, the only rival of my first love... Divided heart of mine sharing this enormous excitement that only you two are able to awake within me, letting myself weak with no option but to desist.

Your name sounds and my heart jumps, your mouth smile and my feelings are lively, you say you love me and my world collapse in an excitement of emotions disarming that poor being of mine.

Me haces mucha falta, siento un imenso vacío... he contenido demasiadas lágrimas al verte así, sólo deseo que todo vuelva a la normalidad, que sea como siempre, tenerte siempre ahí. Daría lo que fuera por regresar el tiempo y evitarte ese daño, quizás pueda logarlo pero quizás no me esté permitido hacerlo, la vida puede llegar a tan fatal ironía que no se sabe si reír, llorar, enojarse o entender.

Siempre he sabido la importancia de tu existencia en la mía, siempre he sabido que eres de mis invaluables tesoros y que daría mi todo, mi vida y más por ti. Es ahora con este suceso que lo siento mucha más pero de verdad, no era necesario que ocurriera, siempre lo he sentido. Está de más decir que es injusto, esta de más preguntar por qué a ti, pero no creo que esté de más encontrarse con las ganas de expresarlo en desesperada impotencia pues eres parte primordial de mis sentimientos, de lo más precioso que yo pueda tener. Inigualable personita que miles de veces me has hecho sentir mejor, me has hecho sentir super bien, compartir demasiadas cosas que sé que sólo contigo puedo, que sé que siempre hay sonrisas y risas entre nosotras, que hay un mundo tan hermoso que compartimos y no lo cambiaría por nada del mundo y que llenas en grandes proporciones mi alma y mi corazón.

Quiero verte sonreír ya, quiero ver esa chispa de siempre en ti que me anima y me pone de buenas, ese fuerte carácter que me hace sentir segura y contenta cuando estoy contigo, esa alegría que le queda bien a tu nombre, esa diversión cuando hacemos tonterías que nos hace reír a cada rato recordándolo inumerables veces.

Contengo todavía lagrimas, no quisiera que me viera llorar tu abuela en este momento aunque esté dormida y yo, como siempre, desvelándome. Aunque sienta enormes ganas de estallar en llanto por tanto que te extraño, está también mi inmensa fe y esperanza que dentro de poco podremos retomar nuestra incomparable rutina de Lunita y Estrellita sin que nada ni nadie se interponga.

Eres mi vida, la ocupas toda y te adoro, te quiero muchsísimo, tienes todo mi amor al infinito, recuérdalo siempre mi bella y hermosisisma Aliw.

Es indescriptible como influyes en mi vida =)



Esto podría describir un poco de los días en que estamos juntas jaja, soportando a tu tía loquisimis XD but you are my little angel who always carry that little star that brights my life.