And I thought I was done with love, I thought I knew everything about it... That is a silly statement, no one will never ever know what really love is. I've been asked this question many times: "what is the worst feeling for you?" and I've always answered those bad feelings like envy, jealous, etc. but analyzing a human heart's deeply, the right answer would be Love.
Love has everything to feel not only better but worse as well, no one will never know what direction will take, what purpose does it have, the reason, the matter, it doesn't explain, it doesn't warn, it doesn't help. Love looks so great for some, looks so disgraceful for others: one part is vanishing in sweetness and happiness, the other part is vanishing in bitterness and pain.
What do you expect being in love? not everyone has the right definition for it and of course love is not made in words, that is why the meaning is given by expressing, by giving, by showing, by loving (pun intended). For some people, love means everything, for some others, love is just "something". How hard can it be to express a so beautiful feeling? Why isn't that easy for some people?
~Could you stop for a minute and put your impulses to get emotional aside and try to understand me? I already told you how sensitive and sentimental I am, how my heart is as if it was made of hard but thin candy that can be broken easily, so fragile... Could you please understand why I tend to fall so down and feel hurt? Because my reason to be is you, everything you could do or say, whether is good or bad, it causes a huge effect in my life because you mean the world to me. Of course Love is not the worst feeling, but when the heart is aching, it seems like it is, I think everyone has the right to at least once in a time, to think that Love is the worst to feel.
I'm not asking you to be perfect, there is no such a thing, I just need you to notice how delicate is my heart, how dainty my soul is, how my feelings are always exploding in luscious love for you.
I'm not pretending to make you feel bad, Love is such an amazing affection that it lets me, the cold heart labeled one, to act in a so different way just because I really do love you.~
What one part understands, it is a misunderstand for the other part and vice versa...But sometimes it is hard to understand, I indeed know that, let us just try, let us just put back together those pieces. My heart could look like this very often, but everytime I remember my beloved one voice's saying "I love you", everytime I hear the kisses, everytime my beloved says "I need you, I miss you", it's like getting a brand new candy heart.
The reason why my love is misunderstood, the reason why I misunderstand so often, the reason why to understand, all is because of Love.
